Hello Everyone !
I'm a 19 year old girl from Belgium and I intend to do the Camino at the end of July, beginning of August. The only problem is I can't really buy my ticket yet because I'm not sure I can afford the whole trip yet (food and accomodation)
I need to find a job soon, because I really want to do this.
If everything goes according to plan, I will land in either Biarritz (but then I would have to go all the way to Amsterdam first ..) or Pau (Charleroi is closer to home + it's cheaper.)
Pau is way farther away though .. I might have to make use of Express Bourricot (to SJPDP), anyone have an estimate how much it would cost?
I've always been very adventurous, even when I was a kid. And I've always dreamed of travelling around the world. I still don't get how people do it though, what with having jobs and such.
I secretly still cherish that dream, but I have to deal with an overprotective mommy (who's only that way because she loves me, I know ^^) so I'm doing the camino instead.
I've read a lot about it, and this site has been soooo useful. I was particularly fascinated by the page "why I did the camino."
I'm doing the camino because I love travelling, I love being on the road, I love the idea of having nothing to look after to, not to worry about doing the dishes on time ...
I'm also doing the camino because the past two years have been really hard.
Depressed, lost, confused, anorexia, boulemia, getting overweight ...
I've tried to go to college twice and dropped out twice. Without a diploma, everyone's like "Now you will have a miserable life because you won't get a decent job and blablaba ..."
I tried to look at it from the bright side (which is hard to do when you're depressed), to say "I know people who don't have a degree that are plenty happy!" but it still freaks me out.
I've always been a weirdo, never really fitted in with sociaty. The thought of me doing the same old boring job day in and day out terrifies me to death. I'm scared I will turn miserable.
No job appeals to me, nothing really appeals to me.
I have a desire to live free, to do nothing but travel, to do nothing but learn from life.
I'm well aware that living free is not really an option, but this is the way I feel inside.
Although I'm happy that I'm not like other people, that I'm a bit unique,
it's very hard for me to feel happy this way.
I'm totally lost.
I'm hoping that the camino will bring things in perspective for me and that I will find myself again.
(And to be completely honest with you: the sick part of me is looking forward to the weightloss it will surely bring.)