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I was dead, but I won't lie down: I continue walking.

alexwalker

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A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

In Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: The doctors now say I have a disease called Polynevropathy, a nerve fault that inflicts mainly on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly, as I understand it so far. Strange. Anyway, much less threatening than Parkinson.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as spring 2024 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Sort of celebrating a "resurrection" (I am in good company there..) :cool:. Next (May 2025, definitely) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk, albeit slower and a little less steady. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistake. Human error, to be forgiven easily. My future today looks more promising than has been the last 10 months...

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.

Edit: I should add to say that my (rare) thoughts about suicide were mostly bc I didn't want the future for my woman to become my nurse. I am more comfortable now :cool:. Sorry to bother you, but I thought some of my Camino friends in here needed an explanation for my "retraction". It has been a tough year, indeed, where I have had a close encounter with death. But I refuse to laying down. CU next spring on The French Way!
 
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Take your time, Alexwalker. There is no need to hurry to the destination.
You bet. I will walk until I don't. Actually, the events of last year have made me even more determined to walk Caminos until I fall down...... What an exit that would be! Going down doing what you love.

After my "death sentence" many perspectives have changed... Live in the now.
 
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A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

i in Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: I have a diseise called Polyneurofasi, a nerve fault that inflicts on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as 2014 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Next (May 2015, definitelively) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistale.

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.
“I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good.”

@alexwalker, as long as you have friends, known and not yet known, you can keep walking even with a little help if needed.

As Lennon/McCartney said: “I get by with a little help from my friends”. Real friends not Facebook friends.

We’ve never met but I’m happy to hear the updated prognosis. Keep walking 🚶.
 
The one from Galicia (the round) and the one from Castilla & Leon. Individually numbered and made by the same people that make the ones you see on your walk.
I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Next (May 2015, definitelively) at 71 years of age, with my daughter.
You lucky dad to walk not once but twice with your daughter. You sure ain't dead yet and we will both celebrate 71 with another camino. We can't kick the bucket yet we still have to meet one day on some camino somewhere 😊
 
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You bet. I will walk until I don't. Actually, the events of last year have made me even more determined to walk Caminos until I fall down...... What an exit that would be! Going down doing what you love.

After my "death sentence" many perspectives have changed... Live in the now.
Alex, keep walking! I loved meeting you (and your crusty humor!) last spring on the Frances, may our paths cross again as we both keep walking.
 
A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

i in Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: I have a diseise called Polyneurofasi, a nerve fault that inflicts on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as 2014 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Next (May 2015, definitelively) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistale.

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.
Doctors are human; doctors make mistakes; all humans make mistakes, every single world of us. However, mistakes get magnified when you are doctor or surgeon plus when a plumber makes a mistake. Sorry you had to go through this but am so pleased the diagnosis was found out to be wrong. And definitely yes, youngsters (I can use this term; I am 77 years old--older than you!) screw up their lives by being wedded to social media. Plus, when they reach our age, they will wonder why their eyesight is so poor or they lost their eyesight. Life always rears its ugly head when ignorance is present. Keep up the Caminos! Chuck PS And remember, dying is not an endpoint/endstage; rather, it is a transition, just like birth is not a creation but a transition.
 
The one from Galicia (the round) and the one from Castilla & Leon. Individually numbered and made by the same people that make the ones you see on your walk.
Alex, I am so glad for you that you do not have Parkinsons.

I'm watching my sister, who is 74, progressively succumb to this horrible condition. It's robbed her of her dignity, her mobility, her interests, everything. And it is starting to rob her of her personality and her intelligence.

Keep walking Alex, and may the road always rise to meet you.
 
A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

i in Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: I have a diseise called Polyneurofasi, a nerve fault that inflicts on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as 2014 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Next (May 2015, definitelively) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistale.

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.
Wow, great news. Buen camino!
 
A selection of Camino Jewellery
The one from Galicia (the round) and the one from Castilla & Leon. Individually numbered and made by the same people that make the ones you see on your walk.
A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

In Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: The doctors now say I have a disease called Polynevropathy, a nerve fault that inflicts mainly on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly, as I understand it so far. Strange. Anyway, much less threatening than Parkinson.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as spring 2024 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Sort of celebrating a "resurrection" (I am in good company there..) :cool:. Next (May 2025, definitely) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk, albeit slower and a little less steady. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistake. Human error, to be forgiven easily. My future today looks more promising than has been the last 10 months...

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.

Edit: I should add to say that my (rare) thoughts about suicide were mostly bc I didn't want the future for my woman to become my nurse. I am more comfortable now :cool:. Sorry to bother you, but I thought some of my Camino friends in here needed an explanation for my "retraction". It has been a tough year, indeed, where I have had a close encounter with death. But I refuse to laying down. CU next spring on The French Way!
As someone who has been correctly diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease about 3 years ago, I take exception to your depiction of my future. Parkinson’s is not a death sentence, neither is it a reason to stop walking the Camino. I walked last year and will do so in 2025. Yes, it affects my endurance and I may walk more slowly than most, but I gain so much from the effort. Exercise is the best medicine for Parkinson’s, and joy is a close second.
 
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As someone who has been correctly diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease about 3 years ago, I take exception to your depiction of my future. Parkinson’s is not a death sentence, neither is it a reason to stop walking the Camino. I walked last year and will do so in 2025. Yes, it affects my endurance and I may walk more slowly than most, but I gain so much from the effort. Exercise is the best medicine for Parkinson’s, and joy is a close second.
Having got a sister and an old friend with the condition, you are so right. I know that the best thing you can do is to KEEP WALKING! My sister did nothing during the lockdowns and it was a terrible mistake on her part. My friend keeps moving and is doing so much better.

So just keep going and I wish you well for the future.
 
A few of the Forum members have known about my condition for some time.

In Feb. 2024 I was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I was registered in the national Parkinson registry. A miserable death was awaiting as my future. No more Caminos. I was filled with depression and suicide thoughts. It was like game over.

I have recently undergone a more detailed study of my body(!) and it turns out it was false: The doctors now say I have a disease called Polynevropathy, a nerve fault that inflicts mainly on my legs /walking and some other issues, but not deadly, as I understand it so far. Strange. Anyway, much less threatening than Parkinson.

As you may or may not know, I have walked many Caminos the last 16 years. As recently as spring 2024 I walked from Burgos with my daughter (48).

I will now continue to walk Caminos until I fall down for good. Sort of celebrating a "resurrection" (I am in good company there..) :cool:. Next (May 2025, definitely) at 71 years of age, with my daughter. I am old, but I am not dead,, and I can definitelely walk, albeit slower and a little less steady. Young people really need to get their eyes off their phones and go see the world, No better place than on a Camino.

However, I was scared stiff after getting the (wrong) diagnose, and had (wrongly, in hindsight) to cancel my commitment as a hospitalero in Najera this spring. Bc. a wrong decision by the doctors.

Sorry, @Rebekah Scott : Doctor's mistake. Human error, to be forgiven easily. My future today looks more promising than has been the last 10 months...

@LTfit : Love you too. My heart is yours for your concerns.

Edit: I should add to say that my (rare) thoughts about suicide were mostly bc I didn't want the future for my woman to become my nurse. I am more comfortable now :cool:. Sorry to bother you, but I thought some of my Camino friends in here needed an explanation for my "retraction". It has been a tough year, indeed, where I have had a close encounter with death. But I refuse to laying down. CU next spring on The French Way!
I am so happy to hear that the doctors have been able to find a more precise and less devastating diagnosis. Neurological disorders are notoriously difficult to diagnose (my daughter and son-in-law are both neurologists, I've heard many stories - yours was a lucky one, sometimes the diagnosis goes the other way with a worse result), so it's always good to get second opinions. And to keep walking while we can - life is short and so precious, no regrets! Buen Camino!
 
The one from Galicia (the round) and the one from Castilla & Leon. Individually numbered and made by the same people that make the ones you see on your walk.
whoa, that's some crazy stuff... glad you got that second opinion, and are walking again!
it must feel extra special now (not that it didn't before, but....)
 

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