sugargypsy
Active Member
- Time of past OR future Camino
- CF 2019
Planning: CP / CF or CdN 2022
My decision to walk the CF is still quite young, only about two or three weeks old. Prep time will be short, my phyiscal condition s'not good - but nevertheless I will start at the end of August at SJPDP to SDC, then Finisterre & Muxia. God willing, that I'll remain healthy till then and on the way and myself doing everything as well to stay healthy.
First time I ever thought about walking the Camino was last year, when I met Edith in hospital. We shared a room, we both had leg fractures. We only shared the room for about three or four days. She'd been back from the CF some months ago. I've heard about it before of course, but was never really intrested in. But when Edith told me story after story about the Camino I got interested. The most fascinating though was the way she changed when talking about the Camino. There was a glow on her, her eyes sparkled, her voice was clear und strong, she seemed at least 10 years younger. She had no pain, when telling about her walk. At other times she could not walk or sleep because of pain. Her personality & story deeply impressed me.
At that time I wanted to start on the Camino right away, as soon my leg was healed. I startet to exercise as soon as I got the o.k. by my doc, but then I had an injury on the other leg ... Afterwards work called - being a freelancer, it was hard enough having been "out of order" for so many weeks.
Last year were lots of ups and downs, lots of thoughts what to change - work & private life. My work which I've loved so many years seemed to grow more tedious as days passed by, the clients got more demanding, me getting more and more impatient. Well, to make a long story short, three weeks ago I met a good friend, we were talking about this and that, and, I don't remember how we got on the Camino, I said to her: I don't quite see myself walking the 800 kilometers. I'm just not fit enough. We then talked about other stuff, the Camino seemingly out of my mind again. But that phrase kept ringing in my ears the following week, popping up at odd intervalls.
The Big Bang came a couple of days later, it was hard, left me stunned and sort of clueless how to continue. And again that phrase popped up: I don't quite see myself walking the 800 kilometers. But this time I also asked myself, why not?
Well, I didn't really figure out serious reasons against it, only my poor physical condition. But that can be changed. So, since then I started to plan my Camino. First I wanted to do the CP, but I must admit I changed to the CF, because infrastructure seems to be easier though due to that the walk will be more crowded. I usually don't seek crowds, but I guess, I'll find time and place for myself on my own also on the CF.
The first two important pieces of equipment I bought by the way were a guide of the CF and an ultra-light-umbrella in bright orange to be used as a parasol . Don't ask me why I thought the latter necessary, but at least it weighs only a 180 grams .
At the moment I'm reading a lot, started walking as well, to prepare as much as I can during the remaining time before leaving.
My personal fitness is my only deep concern, will I really be able to walk that distance? When voicing my doubts to a dear friend she simply told me: You're already on your way. There's no turning back unless something unexpected happens.
It felt good to hear that, that she didn't question, but simply understood that I have to do this.
At the moment I still feel bit reluctant to tell other friends or family I'm going to walk the CF. I don't want this feeling of excitement, joy which is filling me at the moment to be impaired by questions, doubts, concern etc. from them about my phyisical fitness which are bound to come up. Wednesday coming, I'll have enough time to walk, swim and go to the fitness center. As soon as I am surer and more confident about the walking distances I can manage, I'll tell people in my closer surroundings.
Other persons like my podist, dentist, butcher etc. I've already told . I can't seem to hold myself back. So far there have been only very positive reactions, but probably because myself is being so joyous about this decision.
So this is all about me for now. I'm simply living the moment.
I have no idea what I'll be doing after the Camino for a living, but at the moment I'm on my way - more I don't need.
First time I ever thought about walking the Camino was last year, when I met Edith in hospital. We shared a room, we both had leg fractures. We only shared the room for about three or four days. She'd been back from the CF some months ago. I've heard about it before of course, but was never really intrested in. But when Edith told me story after story about the Camino I got interested. The most fascinating though was the way she changed when talking about the Camino. There was a glow on her, her eyes sparkled, her voice was clear und strong, she seemed at least 10 years younger. She had no pain, when telling about her walk. At other times she could not walk or sleep because of pain. Her personality & story deeply impressed me.
At that time I wanted to start on the Camino right away, as soon my leg was healed. I startet to exercise as soon as I got the o.k. by my doc, but then I had an injury on the other leg ... Afterwards work called - being a freelancer, it was hard enough having been "out of order" for so many weeks.
Last year were lots of ups and downs, lots of thoughts what to change - work & private life. My work which I've loved so many years seemed to grow more tedious as days passed by, the clients got more demanding, me getting more and more impatient. Well, to make a long story short, three weeks ago I met a good friend, we were talking about this and that, and, I don't remember how we got on the Camino, I said to her: I don't quite see myself walking the 800 kilometers. I'm just not fit enough. We then talked about other stuff, the Camino seemingly out of my mind again. But that phrase kept ringing in my ears the following week, popping up at odd intervalls.
The Big Bang came a couple of days later, it was hard, left me stunned and sort of clueless how to continue. And again that phrase popped up: I don't quite see myself walking the 800 kilometers. But this time I also asked myself, why not?
Well, I didn't really figure out serious reasons against it, only my poor physical condition. But that can be changed. So, since then I started to plan my Camino. First I wanted to do the CP, but I must admit I changed to the CF, because infrastructure seems to be easier though due to that the walk will be more crowded. I usually don't seek crowds, but I guess, I'll find time and place for myself on my own also on the CF.
The first two important pieces of equipment I bought by the way were a guide of the CF and an ultra-light-umbrella in bright orange to be used as a parasol . Don't ask me why I thought the latter necessary, but at least it weighs only a 180 grams .
At the moment I'm reading a lot, started walking as well, to prepare as much as I can during the remaining time before leaving.
My personal fitness is my only deep concern, will I really be able to walk that distance? When voicing my doubts to a dear friend she simply told me: You're already on your way. There's no turning back unless something unexpected happens.
It felt good to hear that, that she didn't question, but simply understood that I have to do this.
At the moment I still feel bit reluctant to tell other friends or family I'm going to walk the CF. I don't want this feeling of excitement, joy which is filling me at the moment to be impaired by questions, doubts, concern etc. from them about my phyisical fitness which are bound to come up. Wednesday coming, I'll have enough time to walk, swim and go to the fitness center. As soon as I am surer and more confident about the walking distances I can manage, I'll tell people in my closer surroundings.
Other persons like my podist, dentist, butcher etc. I've already told . I can't seem to hold myself back. So far there have been only very positive reactions, but probably because myself is being so joyous about this decision.
So this is all about me for now. I'm simply living the moment.
I have no idea what I'll be doing after the Camino for a living, but at the moment I'm on my way - more I don't need.