It sounds like these questions are for you.
Me? I traveled 25 years or so on my version
The difference is i came home a stranger. Stranger to my home,family and place where I grew up.
I dont fit in
People dont understand my world views,vision and how i look at life.
The traveled ones understand me
They have seen,felt and lived away from the safe and....boring..
The world took me, the Saudad was too much to bear
Fado..and other words in other languages.
Forever burned by a different light, i cant see what they see
Cant feel what they feel..
And I am ok with that and more
Mine is a sensual world..of feeling,hearing,smelling...breathing
All separate
All at once
Forever now searching for perfect moments.
Every sense screaming at times because I
I am alive...entirely living the moment with every sense....sparking and exciting
And that is too much for people
Some people.
And I have seen so many that an intense longing for that rush brings tears.
I have frost bit
Burned in the sun
Thirsted where gallons of water were needed
Sun so golden,warm,caressed by wind as if angels were touching my being
I could go on
Yes.it made all the difference.